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As we celebrate the 175th Anniversary of the Archdiocese, we look back… on July 20, 1971 when parishioners settled on a site for the new St. Thomas the Apostle Church, Oxford.
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So many years of our adult life were colored by the tragedies that came with my mother’s Alzheimer’s. The pain was made worse by the realization her disease started slowly, almost imperceptibly, maybe years before we detected the symptoms. And yet, it is a family suffering known to millions.

I’m convinced she lived in perpetual fear and never told us there was a problem. It was her private hell, this slow and irreversible descent into dementia.

I still remember the time we visited her for Sunday dinner and walked into the kitchen to find it ablaze because she forgot to turn off the stove, and we finally had to confront the terrifying realization that this was more insidious than simple forgetfulness that comes with old age. It was a dangerous situation, and we didn’t know what to do about it.

The succession of near-tragedies accelerated until our lives were taken hostage by a desperate sense of helplessness, worrying about what would go wrong next. As her condition worsened, she argued with my father over inconsequential things, over what he said and didn’t say, over what he did and didn’t do.

Most of the time, it was all in her head. She seemed to have an inner reservoir of anger that could overflow without provocation, and we never knew why or when.

I recently thought of those harrowing years when I read about Maria Shriver and her father, Sargent Shriver, who suffers from Alzheimer’s.

"At the age of 93," she said during a Senate hearing, "my Dad still goes to Mass every day. And believe it or not, he still remembers the Hail Mary. But he doesn’t remember ME … Maria. I’d be lying if I didn’t admit that that STILL makes me cry."

She went on to say, "Shriver was an idealistic, intelligent, optimistic public servant – sharp, witty, a walking encyclopedia – his mind a beautifully tuned instrument that left people in awe. That was then ... today he doesn’t know my name. But that’s the heartbreak and the reality of Alzheimer’s."

Margaret Thatcher, 83, had once been a powerful world leader, an indomitable woman with an intimidating intellect. Thatcher, who took power in 1979 as Britain’s first woman prime minister, has been suffering dementia for more than seven years.

In a recent memoir, her daughter Carol wrote: "Losing Dad was truly awful for Mum, not the least because her dementia meant she kept forgetting he was dead, and I had to keep giving her the bad news over and over again."

That was our life. Constant reminders. Constant repetition. Constant sadness. There was the day my mother saw an old photo of herself, my father and me at 9 years old. She pointed to me in the picture and asked, "Who’s he?" "That’s me, Mom," I said with a sadness I’ll remember the rest of my life.

More than five million people in America suffer from Alzheimer’s, and an estimated 10 million baby boomers will develop the disease, which is the sixth leading cause of death. The disorder, which is progressive and fatal, destroys brain cells and leads to problems with thinking, behavior and memory loss.

It also takes an enormous toll on the caregivers. My father insisted he didn’t need help, but in the end, he died first, which often happens to those who endure the prolonged stress of caring for a loved one.

Several other family members have suffered from Alzheimer’s, including my father-in-law. The day came when my wife visited him in the nursing home, and he no longer recognized her.

"Daddy, it’s me," she said. "Sandy."

"Sandy?" There was painful confusion in his eyes as he struggled to remember who she was. He tried to make conversation, but it was apparent he couldn’t resurrect the memories of his own daughter, and when we left, he was sitting in his chair, staring vacantly into the distant world he inhabited, far from our own.

J.F. Pisani is a writer who lives with his family in the New Haven area.

alertAt the Spring Assembly of the U.S. bishops, Cardinal Joseph Tobin suggested that a delegation ofbishops go to the border to see for themselves what was happening to newly arrived immigrants, families and children. On July 1 and 2, Cardinal Daniel DiNardo, president of the U.S. bishops conference, and five other bishops conducted a pastoral visit to the diocese of Brownsville, Texas. Stops included Mass at the Shrine of Our Lady of San Juan del Valle with the community, a visit to anHHS/OBR Shelter and Mass for the families there, a visit to the Customs and Border Patrol processing center in McAllen, TX, and a press conference at the end of their visit. Catholic News Service accompanied the bishops on their border trip. 

  1. Backgrounder and analysis of the bishops’ trip to the border: Cardinal DiNardo told CNS, “You cannot look at immigration as an abstraction when you meet” the people behind the issue.
  2. At final press conference, Cardinal Daniel Dinardo said the church was willing to be part of any conversation to find humane solutions because even a policy of detaining families together in facilities caused “concern.”
  3. Bishops serve soup to immigrant families at a center run by Catholic Charities and listen to their stories. Scranton Bishop Joseph Bambera said he found hope in hearing the people in the room talk about what’s ahead. They didn’t speak of making money but of finding safety for their children, he said, driven by “the most basic instinct to protect your family.”
  4. At an opening Mass he Basilica of Our Lady of San Juan del Valle-National Shrine near McAllen, Texas, Bishop Daniel Flores of Brownsville told Massgoers, “The bishops are visiting here so they can stop and look and talk to people and understand, especially the suffering of many who are amongst us,”

A delegation of U.S. bishops goes on a fact-finding mission at the U.S.-Mexican border to learn more about Central American immigration detention.

Following their visit to an immigrant detention center, U.S. bishops said they are even more determined to call on Congress for comprehensive immigration reform.